I’m starting to do that thing again where I never update, but at least I caught myself before I let it go on for weeks and maybe months. My brother and Krista came to visit this weekend and I got to see my nephews. I miss them so much and I can’t believe how big they are both getting. It breaks my heart though that they don’t remember me very well. Oh well but now that they are both older and my brother gets to see them more often, so do we and they will start to remember who I am again. I think we’ll have to wait until the 4th of July before we see them again though and that’s quite a ways away

Yesterday I went to Old Navy with Katie and Ryan, DOLLAR flip-flops. Gotta love it!! Too bad there weren’t very many choices but going in we should have known. I got big feet so my choices were fairly limited so I decided to go look at the mens flip-flops and low and behold they had plenty in my size lol. Not too big of a demand for mens flip-flops which is okay by me. I ended up only getting 4 pairs. Black, navy, white, and dark grey. They only offered one other color in mens though and that was brown, I have brown ones already. Before we elft the mall we went to my fave place to get smoothies, I could seriously live off of those things and never complain about it.

Friday after work, we went to dinner and then to Borders, I bought the last 2 books that had been released for the Anita Blake series, I really loved them and now I gotta wait until June 2nd for the next one. I know it isn’t that far away but I hate waiting. I’m an impatient asshole, and I really really wanna keep reading the series!! But apparently me liking those books caused Chris to call me a dirty lil perv haha, I don’t care, they’re great books.

I went out to Carthage this past weekend with Jimmy to hang out with Ryan and Katie. I thought Connie was coming out but she didn’t Idk why tho.. We played hillbilly golf and out of the points Ryan and I had I only scored 3 haha But I did warn them that I was really horrible at that damn game. After that we chilled and ate dinner then played Triploy for a while before going across the street to drink and what not. I had a lot of fun and was so freaking hungover Sunday I felt like my damn head was going to explode!!

On the 10th I decided to give up caffeine, no pop and no tea and no coffee. I’ve only slipped twice and had 2 iced coffees, but I treated myself for being good lol. Other than those I’ve done really well and I drink nothing but water. I also started power walking every night since the 10th as well the only 2 nights I don’t is on Fridays and Saturdays. I give myself a break. Yesterday I downloaded and burned Jillian Michaels 30 Day Shred.. That fucking thing kicks my ass!!! I was so sore today and after work I had to push myself really hard to make it all the through again lol. But I’m gonna stick to it because I can do it and I wanna lose some weight before I go to Florida. 40lbs would be nice. The jm shred is supposed to help you lose 20lbs in 30 days so we’ll see. I had Neesha measure me today at work, and since the last time I had her do it back in Dec or Jan I’ve lost an inch around my wasit but gained an inch through my hips.. WTF?! argh.. My bust is still the same but if this workout really helps me out those will be the first thing to go they always are but I got plenty of tit to lose so I’m good haha.

I’ve almost caught up on all of the Anita Blake books I still need to read the Harlequin but Gina doesn’t have it and there’s another one that’s coming out in June. I really really liked these books and Im happy they’re turning them into a tv show.

Friday night was a lot of fun, I drank entirely too much though I felt like shit all day saturday not to mention I was tired as all hell. Jimmy woke me up at like a quarter til 7 Saturday morning and I had only been asleep for a few hours, if that. I figured I would just go back to sleep when I got home but instead discovered that Gina had sent down the 7th book to the Anita Blake series and the next Sookie Stackhouse series.. It was a very hard choice but I grabbed the Anita book and read it first and then started the Sookie one later and finished it a few minutes ago. Both were really good. I NEED MORE. I’m turning into a book junkie, well maybe I’ve already been one I’ve read a lot of books since October last year and have started too many series to keep track of. Oops…

Happy Mothers Day to my mommy and to all of the other mommies out there. Hope you have a wonderful day with your families.

Yeah I know, I skipped a few days. I’ve been pretty tired and I’ve been really into the Laurell K. Hamilton book series Anita Blake, Vampire Killer. I’m finally reading books 4, 5, and 6, while waiting for Jenn though I skipped 5 because I’m an impatient asshole and read 6 so now I’m back tracking and reading book 5 and I’m nearly done.
Saturday night I went over to Connie’s and hung out with everyone, it was really nice to see them all again and to have fun and catch up and talk about old times. I miss them often. Sometimes when I’m around them though I feel a bit awkward and it’s nothing to do on their parts it’s just me and I know I shouldn’t but it happens. It’ll go away eventually. Friday night I’m going out to Carthage for a bonfire type deal from what Connie said which is just another reason to get wasted lol but I’m excited and it gets me out of the house again and I get to hang out with everyone once again.
I’m tired of work.. I don’t ever want to be there. Why can’t I just hit the lottery and be rich?!? haha.

Today has been pretty decent, minus the rain outside again for the 4th day in a fucking row. I didn’t go to work, I couldn’t make myself go in and do absolutely nothing all damn day, so instead I decided to be productive with zj and added some more junk. I got all of my writings up that I wanted to share and I added a music widget which is pretty cool. I put a few of my fave current songs on it. I went to lunch with my mom at Qdobas I freakin love that place and I had not been in forever, it was pretty damned good. I also picked up some allergy medicine, I’ve never had to deal with any sinus or allergy problems in the past but as I get older all these things I’ve never had to deal with seems to be popping up. Damn being old. But at least now I can freakin breathe and my eyes aren’t all itchy and my nose running like a faucet, so whatever works.

I’m bored now, waiting for it to be time to go to Nikki’s kickball game. I’m going to conitnue to mess around with stuff, drink my iced vanilla coffee and smoke some more cigarettes all the while adding entirely too much shit and making things cluttered. Fun times.. lemme tell ya!

I think everything is coming along nicely now. I had to get some help from Chelle, because she’s so fucking amazing and knows everything about anything. I really wish I could remember all of my old affiliates and all of the old sites I would frequent besides the few I did add. Some of the ones I do remember are obsolete, which is sad. I should have kept better tabs and never let go of my interest in designing for however long I was gone. All though most have moved onto just using Facebook, Myspace, Twitter, Tumblr, Lj, and so on. Sad.

Enough about that, I’m not excited about going to work tomorrow, I really can not wait until we pick up. It’s so hard to go and make myself stay when I’m just piddling around trying to keep myself busy. If I’m going to be at work I’d much rather be working than doing nothing. I can do nothing at home, granted I don’t get paid for staying home but seriously, you can only take so much before you start going insane. If I didn;t need the rest of my vacation hours for July I’d have opted to sleep in in the morning instead of dragging my ass out of bed, which is what I’d much rather do.

I’m sick of hearing about the swine flu, yes it’s serious, yes people are freaking out, take precautions people and shut up already.

I got sick of being spammed like crazy using gm and not to mention wp is soo much better. I borrowed a theme from scribblescratch.com until I make my own. This one was simple and pretty and I loved it so tada, here it is! I’m currently editing this junk and adding shit so if you’re reading this, go away and come back later.

I LOVE CHELLE
brandy: youre my savior
atbuschstadium: your own personal jebus, huh? haha. xD
atbuschstadium: oh, god that was lame, chelz.
atbuschstadium: shit. lol.
brandy: lol but awesome